Uh...Winning!

When you are upset and feel that you have been defeated, is revenge ever the best medicine?  Well I say NO! It is not, unless you are the Lord and in that case VENGEANCE is yours.

This week has been another crazy one.  As usual the enemy reared his ugly mug!  But, I was too clever to be caught in his evil clutches.

He alleged neglect, abuse, and some other stuff...but to no avail...he still MUST PAY!!!!

She was a b!+@h for no reason, a cry-baby MF'er, and seemingly jealous...with good cause...she will never be ME!

Murphy's Law

 

"If anything can go wrong, it will go wrong", the old adage says.

This week was good, but it was trying.  As usual, money was tight and the bills were due.  The good thing is I'm working on my to-do list as fast as I can (gettin'er done).   But, with 4 kids and a husband, the to-do list seems to be a revolving list.  My job is never done.

One of the things on my list is to take care of some traffic tickets I have.  So far, I have completed 2 days of community service (a great accomplishment) to cover 1 of the tickets worth $214.  I have 5 more days of community service to do in order to clear another $1100 worth of tickets.  My point is I'm working on it, right?

Well, just as I'm working on another item on my do-to list (replacing the broken window pane in the girls room) I realize I need to return to the home-improvement to have the glass re-cut.  So I run out thinking I'll do this errand quickly and effortless.  But before I could get 2 blocks away from my house I get stopped in a police roadblock (Fuck!).  I was also given another ticket during this stop.  "For what?" you say, 

Just use your imagination...

I also had a meeting at the child support office that seem to go in my favor.  No disputes were filed and all signatures were collected.  But, a mistake was found (great! It was in my favor) and acknowledgment of it had to be initialed by both parties.  Since, the mistake favored me, I was present and eager to sign.  The other party had already left and didn't know of the change (not favoring him...Damn!  Will he return to sign?) Uuuugghh!!

As if taking care of 4 children, a husband, a household, and this to-do list (that I haven't even began to scratch the surface of yet) isn't hard enough... I had a visit from a lady on Friday afternoon.  And all I want to know is...

WTF does the CPS want?!

Where Have I Been?

Where have I been for the last year?  Well, not on my blog, that's for sure..  It's not that I had given up on my blog.  It was not because I had nothing to blog about.... It was simply because it was not so simple to keep up with the pieces.


In the last year I've gone through so much (just to embarrassing), I couldn't write about it as fast as it was happening to me.  So, I decided the best thing to do was to step back for a moment and take a look at things from a different perspective.

In the last year I've given up on some relationships.  Most of them were not really important (coworkers, business acquaintances, the mailman, etc.,).  But, the most important relationships (my mother, my father, my son, my sister, my brother, and my job) also went under the knife.

Careless things were done, hurtful things were said, and to much time went by to get back what we lost...

So, where have I been?  Trying to salvage what's left (picking up the pieces) and reclaim what's left of my life.

With the help of the good Lord,  I will be more than fine...

I will be WHOLE!